Within the next 48 hours, Dr. Nayana Patel will implant our surrogate. I didn't think for one moment that I would be anxious, but it is close to mid-night and my mind is racing. Did we do the right thing shipping frozen sperm? Colin was sick when he made his deposits at the cyrobank. Mark was born due to Colin's frozen sperm, so there is hope. We seem to be less excited, although we both would love a sister for Mark. It looks like we both have gone into the mode self-preservation. Colin has not even asked when the transfer will be done. It looks like I will just give him the results after the two week wait.
